Shane, I cant believe its been five whole years. Five years and not quite a month. I wish you were here. The family needs you, I need you. I dont mean to sound selfish. We miss you more than anything in the world. Dad has never been the same without you. I dont think he ever will be, and that scares me. He loves you, so very much. Everyone thought that the hole in his heart was from his cancer, but I know that its from losing you. I cant mend his heart, and I'm not sure anyone can. Only you. I love you, and I'm oh so sorry. Love, your baby sister.