It's been 15 months today since you've been gone. I still can't and don't want to believe that you are really gone. Not a day, not a single day has gone by that I have not thought of you. I still have dreams where you come back to us. There are so many things that remind me of you. On my birthday, three days ago, I couldn't help but think of how I spent my 18th birthday with you. You were there for me through some of the most important years of my life and I will never forget you.

Love, Karyn